By the way.. Bleh am I disgusted at how often I get sad.
I see other happy people and question, what is with me, anyway?
Guess I'm just a sensitive person, with a lot of hard times.

But I was happy for quite a long time, really.. Compared to how it was before. Anyone who saw my writings from months ago would know, I was in a more happy time, considering I found what I feel is the love of my life and he's mine. But I guess not seeing him or talking to him gets to me. My apologies for so much gloom.