Will you know better than to fear me when there's nothing to fear? Will I be the as expected drifter or you the driftee? How easily happens the unintentional. Little things bother, and sting. Confusion at best.
I only want to be involved in every inch. I only want to be so close to you that I can see through your eyes. I want to become and inhabit you. I want to be that close.
I want to like spicy food, I want to be a cook, I want to be a Disney fanatic, I want to play WoW, I want to impulsively think of naked people, I want to love horror, I want to have retarded friends who call me, I want to not go to dentists, I want to like furry, I want to be depressed, I want to not go to school. I want to be you. I want to know everything. I want to have every memory you have and know exactly how you feel. I want to see every single thing you see, to see every single picture you save and to know how you feel about it.
So why put up a fence?
I'm not afraid of it. Even if I dislike it, I want it.
You don't get me, but it's okay, because if I saw someone like me I wouldn't get them either.. (?)
I want it passionately. But it's not something you're willing to share. It's personal, I know, it's weird, I know. But that's okay.
I feel pushed away, but again I understand.
Something like that is far too overwhelming. And I'm not being understanding, because it's something I feel strongly about.
