Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Tanya you...... deserve to...

...Hurt, suffer. You deserve it. Stare at the name, you long to say another word. But you deserve this pain. So you won't. You want so badly to. You won't. You won't. You did..
Face the consequences? An excuse...
But really, you deserve the pain of not a word.


But pain.. Pain.. is.. everything.. whether it's silence or words.. Maybe tantalization is pain but facing it is as well.. So pain either way....

Please.. don't.. hurt me any more.......
Though I deserve the pain...... Please.. don't.. hurt me... any more..
I'll lie dormant and except every blow...
But please.. don't.. hurt me any more...

Oh everything I write, even here.. It makes it worse. God I can't.. I can't I can't I can't.. Do anything right..

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